I didn't write in a diary type of thiny for like 2 yrs.  Why?  Well, after my ex-gf, Rosana, and I broke up, I didn't write in my diary.  Coz most of the stuff in my diary is the Happy stuff with her.  I REALLY REALLY love her a lot and I consider she is my first love and was hope to be my last.... but.......  

Anyway...... Soph. year of my Penn State college career is the worse year of my whole entire life.  After I broke up with Rosana during my X'mas break.  Then I found out that one of my good friend Josh Denne had passed away.   I really miss him.  He is the first person I met when I was at PSU freshman year.  We hang out a lot and did a lot of stuff togthere.  Hw, parties, and he was the first person to teach me how to snowboard.  So everytime I snowboard or talk about snowboarding I would think of him.

Well... that concuded why I didn't write in my diary for 2 years.  Coz Rosana.... then Josh... but mostly is of coz due to Rosana.  It took me almost 2 years to get over her 99.99 %.  So tonight, I guess I can start with my new chapter of my brand new diary online even though my old one is sitting in my room getting dusted.

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